It's official. The summer has begun. I just killed my first mosquito of the season. And that fucker didn’t even sting me first so hah! I am victorious! (So far anyways...) Also, most of the snow has finally melted and the sun has actually been shining every now and then so YAY! And the day is almost 17 hours long which feels fucking amazing.

Plus I don’t have any more classes or exams left which isn’t too bad either :) I only have to write my BA thesis and then I’m done for the year... Which means I then have the questionable honor of going back home for three months. Well, at least I have my own room which is nice and I get to see everyone but I’d rather just stay in my flat for the summer.

I usually work the whole summer but not this time unless I manage to find myself a new job since my current place of employment isn't able to offer me enough hours. They are talking about 15 hours a week for 6 weeks which isn’t even enough to cover my rent for the summer let alone enough for me to put some money away for the next year. I have applied for what feels like a million of different jobs but no one even wants me to come in for an interview so it doesn’t look very promising. Just makes me feel like a such a loser.

So, I’m going to be broke, bored and covered in mosquito bites. All in all summer doesn’t look too appealing at the moment...

1. Reply to this post and I'll assign you a letter.
2. List (and upload, if you feel like it) 5 songs that start with that letter.
3. Post them to your journal with these instructions.

tabularassa gave me an S for sex-ass, because that's what I am. I'm a sex-ass. Deal with it.

Also, picking JUST five songs that start with an S is bloody hard! So I just picked 5 that I'm absolutely addicted on at the moment.

( Sex-ass )

Also, I would like to point out that they have released a new, proper trailer for season 3 of TORCHWOOD and there was BOYKISSING! And I'm SO FREAKING EXCITED! I also know that I have to wait for ever for the season to air but at the moment I DON'T CARE! BECAUSE THERE WAS BOYKISSING! AND IT MADE ME HAPPY! AND YES I'M SAD BUT I DON'T CARE! BECAUSE BOYKISSING!

And I'm done.

WHEE! TORCHWOOD!!! *retarted seal clap*

Hmmm... I really need to make myself a nice Torchwood, Janto icon. Yes I do.

In other words life sucks.

And blows. And not in a good way either.

Which kinda sucks and blows even more. Yeah.


Although! Christian Kane makes me all kinds of happy. And horny. Not necessarily in that order. You wanna know what makes me even happier? Him saying 'son' and I have no idea why. It's like Papa Winchester saying 'boys'. The sexy kinda Southern twang thingie. Me likes. Mmmmhmm.

Oh! I need to have Kane and Daddy icons! Oh yes I do! And more icon slots or whatever. I need to be making icons. Yes I do! Thank you for agreeing with me. You're awfully kind.

I really should go to bed. I've gotta get up in less than 6 hours but fuck it. I can't sleep. Anyone wanna hit me over the head with something heavy? Goodie. I'll be waiting.

No, I’m not complaining about people just because I have had to put up with stupid customers all summer but let me tell you how I truly hate working. Although it hasn’t helped my antisocial tendencies at all.

Anyways, back to why I decided to take time to break my almost two month silence (I’m sorry I haven’t commented much on anyone’s journal but it’s because I haven’t been around much at all and I have no idea what’s going on in LJ land…) I just need to rant a bit about how disgusting people can be. I just came home from taking my friend to the train station and we saw ambulances and fire trucks and what not on the way. I found out why on my way back. Someone had had an accident and police was diverting the traffic and all that. The disgusting part comes next.

People were blocking the fucking roads in order to see the gore and mayhem on the street. They had turned someone’s horrible accident into a spectator sport. I find that so fucking disgusting and sad that I have no words to describe it. I can only imagine myself lying on the road, bleeding to death and people would gather around to see it. How fucked up is that? Don’t they have anything better to do than entertain themselves watching someone else’s worst, or maybe last, day on this miserable planet? Maybe it’s just me since I don’t even like watching the news because it’s all about how people are getting fucked and I really don’t want to see that. This world just makes me really sad sometimes…

Someone please restore my faith in humanity if you can.

I passed my Swedish course! I fucking did it! And all it took was getting up at the ass crack of dawn two times a week for six months and humiliating myself in front of people who were way better in Swedish than I. It all paid off! I got 5 shiny credits for my suffering and never again shall I need to study Swedish again. NEVER!

Four more essays and I have completed my second year at the Uni. Go me!

The sky doesn't turn black anymore at night. It's just dark blue. I kinda miss proper darkness but then again can't wait for it to be light outside almost 24/7. Makes stumbling in forests in the middle of night a whole lot easier when you can see where the fuck you're going. Trust me on this.

But now I need to start writing those essays or continue packing either or I need to do something. In less than a week I'm leaving for my parents' for the summer and this shit needs to be done by then. I'm so not looking forwards to summer, I hate working and living home again. I'd much rather study. Oh well, I have almost the entire August off so I think I'll manage. Plus, MONEY! I save it since I'm eating at home and get paid to work. So, YAY MONEY!

I'm moving. To my very own place. I have it. All. To. Myself. All I can say to that is OMFGYAY!

Oh, Eddie will move there with me, of course, can't leave my little doggie behind. But still no other people. NONE. Although I hardly count as a person, so it's gonna be a proper zoo! And I'm gonna love every fucking second of it!

Also, I've learned a valuable lesson. Whining works. I went and whined and looked pathetic (which I always do, so I didn't even have to work on that) and it worked. I'm really pretty sure that whining got me this new shiny apartment. Go me!

Also, did I mention that I'm gonna be living on my own? No? Well I am! Hahaa!


All I have to do is endure the summer living with my folks and then it's gonna be just me and Eddie and we'll run around nekkid all day and night. And I'll stop now before the details get too disturbing for you.

I spend the Easter with my family and it was all in all more fun than I expected. And didn't even drive me insane or anything, go figure.

And talking about driving, I was supposed to drive back to Joensuu yesterday but the weather was so bad that I was kinda scared for my life. And my little doggie's life, so I ended up staying home for a couple more days. I'm missing Uni but I think I'll live. Hah. You know, since I'm not going to crash my car 'cause I'll be actually able to see something tomorrow. Me hopes. Me so funny.

Also just because



I need to live because I want to see more of that. And I will! In less than a month. Which reminds me that I'm also gonna turn yet another year older before we get a new, shiny ep of Supernatural. *le sigh* Me still wants it.

Ok, it's official. Me and Swedish do not go together well. Or at all. I've been doing my stupid Swedish homework and now have the stump fucking headache from hell. Last week I got a nosebleed and bled all over my papers. Someone, somewhere is clearly trying to tell me something.

Unfortunately, I knew already that Swedish really isn't my thing. I learned that at my very first Swedish class when the teacher recognized me as my brother's little sis and from there on sought to make my life living hell whenever I was in her class. Good times... Oh how I really, really don't miss school!

I don't need this stupid language! It's pointless! Why oh why do I have to learn it!? It's not even the proper Swedish they actually speak in Sweden! ARGH! Stupid, watered down Finnish version of Swedish! I will NEVER need it for ANYTHING! EVER! Except if I want to make myself miserable for some fucked up reason then it comes real handy! My head still hurts. And I still suck big time at Swedish. Suck suckity suck suck. I'd rather be sucking on something else...

Why don't I magically feel all better now? *pouts*

In other words I watched Running with Scissors today and thought it was fantastic! I full heartedly recommend it to anyone reading this. I need to read the book some day when I hopefully have some extra time from all the telly watching I do. I bet the book is even better!

And talking about books, for once we are actually reading interesting books for our British Prose course. I’ve already read The Bell by Iris Murdoch which had for my great, perving pleasure some boy kissing in it. So yay!

I also finished reading Never Let Me Go by Kazuo Ishiguro earlier on this evening and it was pretty good. Since it’s quite new and I don’t want to spoil anyone, you can find more about my thoughts on it under the cut. As well as some random squeeing over Running with Scissors.


( Where would we be without our painful childhoods? )

Also, less than a week until bran new episode of SUPERNATURAL airs!!! Weee!

NEW PRIESTLY PIC!!! NEW PRIESTLEY PIC!!!! LOOK!!!



*pets teh pretty*

In other words I SHOULD be reading for my Grammar exam but I just really, really don't want to.

Also part of my own hair is of that color. Or actually this blueish green. Anyway! I'm never ever going to dye my hair black again. Or at least next time I'm going to listen when the side of the box says it shouldn't be used on bleeched hair because now my highlights are all fucked up. Oh well... It's just hair. Weird, weird hair. Kinda dead looking, weird hair... The highlights kinda match my eyes now though...

Anyhoo! PRIESTLEY! JENSEN! GUH!

Also, I WANNA SEE THIS MOVIE RIGHT THE FUCK NOW!!!